Hell do exist but its not the hell where all the sinners are damned to. Coz that hell just don't exist. The hell I'm talking about is the place in the farthest corner of your mind and guess what? That was placed in that secluded area for a reason.
Once you've ventured on it there's no going back. There will no longer be do over, restart or even undo to forget. And yes it just means you're damn there forever.
Pardon my words but i don't really mean you'll stay there every single moment of your life, it's just that every now and then, you'll find yourself getting dragged back by some strong unknown force. And that same force will force you to doubt every single thing about your life, about your decisions, and even your mere existence. It will force you to stay awake staring at the void before you as it gnaws you inside out. Changing your views and even tweaking your personality to the extend of just surrendering.
But the most painful thing is, no matter how secluded, no matter how painful, no matter how hard it is... The monsters in the hell in your mind will always be those who would comfort you. They'll always be there to shush you down. They'll always be there to keep you company, till you wake up to the nightmare you now call your life.
LilMissCyree
